i don’t think i have to wait until summer is officially over to declare that it has sucked. all i did was work, work, and work. and when i wasn’t working, i was just sitting at home wishing i was at work instead of wasting my time being unproductive. with each summer becoming progressively lamer and lamer, my expectations for summer 2011 are not very high. there is that mgmt concert in two weeks, but still. overall, this summer has been quite uneventful.

i am ready for the fall ‘10 semester to start already and begin my sophomore year in college. and although this will change as soon as i get back to class at the end of the month, i miss having an objective everyday of going to school. at least it’s productive; i hate pointlessly idling around, something that i did a lot this summer.

i can’t say that this summer completely sucked. i feel like i grew a lot as a person and learned a lot about myself and about other people in the process. i learned that at work and school, i am there not for anybody else but myself, especially at work. my time at pinkberry really was a learning experience, and i am glad how everything fell into place. although i am still a work in progress (and probably will be one until i die), i am at peace with who i am right now as a person. hey, maybe some good did come out of this summer after all. 

so i spent the whole day doing nothing. literally. nothing at all.

i really have to keep myself occupied because i start thinking about stuff and get really depressed when i’m not. i was on my computer for the most part and tried to read twilight from the beginning for the third time but i just couldn’t do it. i ate a lot of junk food today, so i’m guaranteed a break out first thing in the morning, since i’m deprived of sleep as well.

i went to the gay pride parade in manhattan on sunday, and i didn’t enjoy it as much as i anticipated to this time around. the people who i wanted to go with either had more important engagements, is currently M.I.A., or not friends with me anymore. i mean, i had a good time, but i went home at 7PM feeling very unattractive, a slight sunburn, extremely sore feet and legs, and a killer headache. i probably would have had a better time if i was with actual friends, and not acquaintances; although this isn’t to put down the people i was with or anything, i’m just disappointed that the people who i had planned to go with since last year weren’t able to. but it’s fine, i guess.

oh yeah, i’m suspended from work. i’m not going to go into details but both parties were in the wrong, and i understand why i am being punished. i need to find something to do and keep myself busy now that i can’t work, because i’m just gonna mope around at home and lie on my bed in misery, and then blog about it.